Mom, this is Robert. I have a lot of problems. I just really wanted to tell you, but it's really hard to do so. It PAINS me to type this. For the past few nights I have been crying myself to sleep. I honestly think I have a mental disorder. I WANT to do well in school and do my school work, but I don't. I really need help. I have had a lot of thoughts about suicide. Please read this. I need your help.